Happy Knocks

Happiness was miles away from me
At least that's how I perceived
Life sounded like a misery to me
In spite of all efforts and deed
I looked for reasoning and logic
Took time and moved in slow speed
Look around with interest and see
You sure find happiness mind said
I started liking small li'l things
Unnoticing, happiness too appeared
Then I took more interest in people
All were like me and also confused
I set aside targets to be smiling
Every small moment of joy I laughed
Started looking in to the positives
Negativity had nearly disappeared
I don't care for happiness anymore
And it keeps knocking at my door